Hi Akinade, well doen on looking for help.
You have posted in the Residential Treatment Forum so first I will give you this link. https://gordonmoody.org.uk/ You will see details of the residential support provided there and how to start the application process.
You can also get a lot of support here. Check out the My Journal Forum and you wil read a lot that you will relate to. You will also see the success stories and the sorts of thigns that have helped others stop. I suggest starting a thread there and posting your own story – you will get a lot of support.
Maybe I will see you in a group here as well – there is a lot of life after gamblign I promise you.