The present quandary I find myself in, leaves me feeling perplexed so for what it’s worth, I will put it on record here.
I am on a 6 week „Time Out” from hell. No need to elaborate!
I have about two weeks to go before I can be re instated.
All my funds have been removed from my bank account to ensure their safety and my sanity.
Of course between now and my time out end date, more income will arrive in my account.
The G part of my brain is telling me to „just deposit XXX , build it up to xxxx, withdraw, then self exclude”.
Sounds so easy and satisfying. I’m even practising my skills on Free slots to build up control.
The Non- G area of my brain is telling me of course that my alter voice is talking shite…