Hi All,
I dont have much to say today…its been fairly quiet, i went and saw mum and Jode, and just potted around the house. I am feeling better, if only a little, but im having small, i dont know, anxiety, nausea attacks that last for about half an hour. I dont know how i feel today, a bit numb which is nice for a change, but the brain is still on overload. I ordered the DNA test today, it took me all my strength to submit it, but i did…small steps. I know whats coming, and i need to get ready for it.
Im sorry that i havent been posting a lot, but i have been reading…. im 31 days today. In the grand scheme of things it is a small achievement, im too busy trying to clear my head and it is one of the most difficult things i try to do… its when i go to bed, im so tired and as soon as i lie down…HELLO!!!!
Im going back to work tomorrow afternoon, theres no point me sitting here, im better off doing something, anything that will take my mind off.
Anyway, thank you all for caring, it means the world.
Bye for now, Kathryn xxFighting the good fight…One day at a time
