Hi ya P, havnt logged on here in such a long time, maybe two or three months…pleased to see you’re still determined to change, no body is ever beyond change that is something I have firmly believed since I left GH 3 years ago. However during those 3 years I have had my moments of arrogant complacency and gambled and during those ***** I doubted whether I could actually really change; distorted thinking fuelled by gambling. I have gambled a few ***** in recent months too, I dont feel guilty I do feel ashamed though but am pleased to say that my belief in myself is back and I’m cooking on gas! Of course I can change, as can you and every one of us.
Geordie.I'm a compulsive gambler that isn't gambling today.
