Hi Guys,
Well today was not the best day. It started well enough as the boss is off until Sept 3rd. The asst got my goat as I went to take a loan application at a business and she called me after 50 minutes wanting to know where I was! I took a deep breath before I answered. WHF?? She doesn’t know the job, the branch was dead and I was busy doing my job! I told her I was on my way back-she said you have been gone since 3:30. I told her no, it was closer to 4pm and the time she called me was 4:45pm! I said no worrys-I was on my way. When I got back I smiled, sat at her desk, and asked her if she knew I was doing a 5 page application and what all had to be done. Frustration!
I went to my meeting and my friend restated how she had had a wonderful last minute invite to the lake cottage of one of the other members. It felt like my nose was being rubbed in it? Oh yea, forgot to mention that we had tentative plans to camp last saturday with my brother if he was going. My feelings were hurt when I text her to find out why she was a no show at the meeting last week and she said where she was. Next text was "are you camping tomorrow?" me-Don’t know yet-her "oh".That was it-no further contact till Sunday night when she called to say what a good time and what all they did etc. I thought we were becoming close friends but now it seems like she in just like most other people in my life-I’m good enough until something better or more interesting comes along.
My feelings are hurt. Can you tell?? I feel like a kid not invited to the party because that has happened to me before too.
I had gambling urges again yesterday-even borrowed money from Jen just in case I decited to go. Wound up calling another gf who said I could come by. At first she didn’t want company but had a change of heart. God does help us because if she hadn’t had a change of heart my next stop was lunch then the casino.
Enough of that!
10years, if you are north of Illinois then no I never went to that casino. I did most of my damage in Indiana. Glad to see your post and welcome back!
Yea Carole I did pay for an office visit to get the first papers filled out.
Cat my kitties are my salvation most days. They make me laugh.
bettie
