[lavende94]

Hello again

I don’t know myself anymore. I stay out of gambling for a month then relapse keep thinking this time I will win and pay my debt. I started to gamble all over again and it’s paining me I really want to quite and it’s hard de worse I even borrowed money to gamble and I loose it all now the stress of paying it sometimes thinking of not having a phone but again I need to communicate with it it’s hard . At first I win but keep playing until loose it all again . Any advice . October was supposed to be a happy month but I turned it to be a nightmare

[jvr3419]

Hey lavende94 the best advice would be you need to put blockers on your device there is available apps like gamestop, gamban. Also self exclude yourself from anything online you gamble at. But the blockers will help to keep you from signing up for new ones. The next step is seeking out help we cant do it alone. I had to get a gambling counselor and start doing 12 stepwork. There is a Gamblers anonymous both online and in person meetings. And then if course some people need to be removed from there environments and go to rehab if the other stuff doesn’t work. It’s not an easy road it doesn’t just go poof and the addictions gone. It’s gonna take alot of hardwork and uncomfortable times but I promise it’s worth it

[lavende94]

Thank you for advices. I borrowed money so blockers I keep thinking how am I going to pay them and it keep pushing me back to gamble am still am loosing away its really bad . Sometimes I even think of taking my own life . Within a month I borrowed different pplz about 10k , lying to them in order to get cash . It’s so hard I thought of rehab but am ashamed wat pplz going to say about me sometime I need relocation trying but with no luck . My sleep is gone I can’t eat I can’t do anything . Am in a serious debt I hate myself I no longer spending time with my some .my husband doesn’t no that I relapse it will crush him . All I need is paying people debt be4 him finding out the install gamban

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