[notyoung56]

I do not understand why I behave or act this way
One word describes me now – Unstable

It means that I am likely to give way.
I am prone to sudden change of mood or psychiatric problems.
I am not firm in my decision.
I am likely to change my mind.
I am not steady in my action.
I am likely to fail.

I am in a mess now

Someone sends me a good morning message today that says
Reflection cannot be seen in boiling water. Similarly, Solution cannot be seen with a Disturbed Mind

I cannot fix myself
I need professional help