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I am grateful for the sleep I get today.
It is 6 am here as I do my self-reflection over a cup of hot coffee.
Today is the start of a few working days before I get the next break.

When I was mentally and physically tired and exhausted,
I find it real hard to be patient and tolerant to manage all those anxious, nervous, worried, stressful, unsatisfied feeling.

In difficult times, it was tough, it was like having strong temptation in the hot and dry desert.
Obviously, I have lost my focus and sanity.

I have turned my back from the Lord, I forget that “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want” in Psalm 23 until I repent.

I was tempted and attracted to the instant and immediate reward, and the satisfaction that gambling is offering me.

In my good times, it was easy for me to be faithful and trust.
In difficult times, it was tough and a real test for me to be faithful and trust fully.

I hope that I would not forget today lesson.
I have become lazy compare to my first gamble free day.

I realized that I was turning to YouTube and tiktok video every day.
I have stop reading the Bible and listening to songs.

Dear God, I am a sinner, please forgive me.
I pray for your mercy and grace.
In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

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