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9 months clean I DID IT! yay! feel relieved like I was holding my breath waiting just to make it another week to get to my 9 months. I miscalculated last week and realised I still had another week to go. The journey has been good, slowly saving and not thinking as much about cg. I realised that my automatic trigger response to gamble to become rich has subsided a lot which is a good sign. Sometimes I feel like I have come so far, other days like its my first day clean and I am holding on tight just to get through the day. Hope I never ever forget what gambling has done to me and more then anything what I allowed it to do.