I often think of you , Sunny and wondered what became of you!
Belated Happy Birthday!
I have been „unfaithful” to my recovery program many times but all any of us can do is start again.
When there is big money at stake, it is CRUCIAL that you tie it up in some form, Sunny because it will vanish otherwise and the after effect will leave you devastated . Gambling is not worth that risk Sunny so draw the line now and do not even dream of dipping into that money for your house. It would be tantamount to stealing . I don’t say this as a judgement but I know how much it means to you to get a nice home for your boys to grow up in. Don’t allow gambling to steal that from them. you will regret it forever.
Well done on your very long break from gambling and or having the courage to come back and share with us.
You are still one of GT’s idols, despite your „blip!”
Keep posting!