Woke up this morning to the sun shining and the cat beside me, and no company staying with me. I did not have a productive week as one thing after another didn’t work out the way they had been planned. Other than dropping the table on my foot, I had no control over the things that didn’t work out. My granddaughter is in the city now for the next 8 months starting University again on Tuesday. She is doing well mental health wise. It’s amazing what the right therapy can do, when a person is highly motivated to get well. I have no plans to go back to the country other than getting a 3 month supply of my meds, as I am still on Danny’s benefit plan. And of course seeing my little granddaughters. My place ***** organizing and cleaning but I am just so lazy and unmotivated. I do have the vacuum out though, and the dishes are soaking. I am drinking coffee out of a glass as all 5 of my mugs are in the sink. Lol! I don’t have big urges to gamble in the city like I did in the country. I am banned from the casinos and don’t know of any place to gamble where I am not banned, other than one across town. It seems like a long drive just to lose money. I’m sure there are other places around where I live, but I am not going to seek out where those places are. I thought of gambling yesterday evening, but then thought of what the money I would lose, would buy instead. This rental is transitional housing for me, and my lease is up at the end of June. The living room and kitchen space is too tight as I seem to have a lot of company. I need at least two bedrooms. Once I get working, I will start to look around as to what place would be more suitable for my family and friends to stay over with me. I don’t want any yard work so a condo may be my only option. All in good time! Carole
