[lauren2021]

Couldn’t fight the urges. All weekend, I gambled but managed to stay even. I’m such an idiot. Crazy story though. When I blocked my checking account and PayPal as means of withdrawing funds. I ended up placing a „stop payment”. When I didn’t see the funds come out of my checking account, I called the bank. Long story short, my online gambling account is suspended (a blessing in disguise). I need to send a cashier’s check to cover my bank deposits I’m so embarrassed and ashamed.

I called the gambling site and was told my account could be locked for a month, until my check settles. Today I’m thinking this is a sign and my way OUT. Today I WILL NOT GAMBLE.

This is my day 1