[i-did-it]

I guess I have depended on taking action and putting things in place for so long , that the minute one of these fail I am back to square one.
I think my brain needs to change .

I have noticed that many of the people who sustain recovery have had this «brain shift» and often it is brought on by hitting rock bottom.
I’m sure I am nowhere near rock bottom but I reached lower that I thought myself capable of , and if that is enough for me to stop wanting to gamble I will take it!