Struggling is good sometimes, Tarbert. It means we are trying. When we stop struggling it means we are giving up hope. I struggle to work every day and have had a fair few struggles to keep going at night too. Keeping to the ‘ one day at a time’ motto makes it easier. My greatest fear would be sickness, which would prevent me from working….you’ve faced the fear of not having work. ..
I wish you all the best in your new venture. Let us know how things go for you!