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It sounds like the drinking is a trigger for you.. can you maybe avoid drinking for a while if it endangers your recovery.. also there are blockers for your computer if you could install or reinstall, K9 or betfilter, netnanny. Start over and give yourself the chance to recover… just for this day dont gamble. .. can you grab onto some more support, GA meetings, excluding from places.. counselling? Keep posting, maybe attend the groups here or talk on the one on one helpline..

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