Hi Micky, I am so happy to read you are staying gamble free. I’m sorry I haven’t been around for many of your 18 days but you are in my thoughts. You will be ok tomorrow Micky cos you have realised that even a small amount of money can be put to better use… like today i remembered my son loves to have a watch..but has spent most of his life without one…its a little thing but tonight it has made me extraordinarily sad. Reality is kicking in and we are realising that even that one twenty is better spent on loved ones. stay strong Micky!!