Today is sunny and 45 degrees here, no snow!! I am getting used to the colder weather and enjoying the change of scenery. I miss my Grandson a lot but he is having a blast in Hawaii. He gets to kayak, go snorkeling, a lot of hiking, riding horses on the beach, and they were going to another island for a few days. I haven’t done anything around the new house yet as I spent the last few days just relaxing and doing nothing and that’s okay! I am not really in the Christmas spirit but decorated and celebrated because of my Grandson. Everyone tells me the first’s when your spouse dies is the hardest. I still feel a little lost. I don’t want to become a recluse like my Mom. I am going to have to force myself to get out and join a organization or group so I can meet people. Sometimes though, I get so sad and just want to curl up in bed and not come out for awhile. I guess that is part of the grieving process. I am gathering information, plans, and pictures for my outdoor living space. I love it outside and I would love my back yard to be a awesome place to hang out and have friends and family over to enjoy also. We changed our brunch today for dinner this evening. It will be nice to go out and have a nice meal and relax with family. Have a great gamble free day everyone.
