Day 19 and I’m almost losing the need to count. It is true that the longer you go, the more the urge diminishes. I came home tired and didnt even try to find a site to try to gamble on yesterday, which would have been my go to when finished work and really tired. I didnt really even make dinner, I just snacked, watched t.v. and fell asleep early. I went shopping after work to try to find some herb seeds and ended up with some shade cloth and some butterfly garden stakes for my daughter ( she loves little decorative things for the garden) and that made me feel hopeful for spring and new things to come. Today is another day of hope and energy and although we are simply counting up the days that we dont gamble, it also represents another day alive and able to change the path that we take. Not all days are created equal, so make the best of the ones that start out fresh and full of hope. I pray that you are all strong and gamble free today
