I am grateful that this journal has allow me to work on the problem that can lead me to gamble. It has help me recognized and get to know my problem better. I have got to know my impulse control disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder and psychopathy link to gambling.
Big consequences and heavy price of gambling did not stop my gambling. I did not have any fear, empathy, remorse, regret and strong resistance that could stop me when I gamble. I did not have a strong repentance; I knew it was wrong to gamble but it did not make me turn around and walk away from the gamble.
I am taking one small baby step forward at a time to work on my problems that has led to gambling.
It has help me stop gambling today. Tomorrow, I do the same. One day at a time.
- This reply was modified 8 months ago by kin.