[Hawkman]

I am going to take steps this week to get my finances under control — debt consolidation — and then no more slots. It has taken years but I admit I am an addict. Something in my brain does not know how to say “stop chasing losses” or “you won; walk away.” Due to not being able to stop I can never win. When I win, I just lose it all back that day or the next. So why go? I can never win. I am an addict. I need to write that again to get it in my head. I cannot start because I cannot stop.