[Dark Energy]

thanks Don for your support,

Today is DAY#2.
the first few days are tough, I am afraid of the future afraid of another relapse afraid of repeating the same cycle again and again.
I stayed in bed till 1:00 PM, I was not able to go to work today, I hope tomorrow will be better.
I need to pass 3 pay days without spending any penny on gambling to start saying yes I am on the correct way to recovery, before that it is just not enough based on the past relapses.