I have been quiet for a few days for various reasons.
I manage to motivate myself to start doing something I was afraid of doing.
I am not fasting from gambling, alcohol and sex, but I tried fasting from food.
I encourage myself not to have any unrealistic expectation and just do whatever I can.
I quit on the fifth day when I struggle to stay awake on the job during the fast.
My eyes has closed and my phone drop out of my hand more than once.
It really require a lot more effort from me to be able to work and fast at the same time.
I was reading jvr3419 post and it inspired me to work on my unresolve issues.
It got something to do with the step work.
As I peeled the outer layer of the onion skin, I uncover something big inside.
I found my biggest character defect / flaw / enemy inside. It was my ego.
It took me a few days to prepare before I could make my first post.
- 該回覆由 kin 於 7 months ago 修改。