Hi Carole.. dont be hard on yourself, you have come a long way and made great decisions. Everything has changed for you and because you went back to the ways of listening to ex hubby isnt suprising, its been with you for a long time, the thing is you recognized this. I think you have done really well Carole. I am glad you did what you did, many people stay in marriages through fear of the unknown or being alone. It takes a strong person to go it alone sometimes.. I must be saying i am strong too then haha.. anyway i am great at giving advice to not beat yourself up so i am going to take the same advice regarding my gambling days.. Those days are gone for me now. I just know it. Keep your chin up Carole. Love that you have your kitties close and you are becoming independent.
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