[Dark Energy]

Thanks RG for the motivation, i am realy a bit in low mode from yesterday i hope tomorrow will be better,

i met a frind of mine who has left his job 6 months ago and he still looking for a job, this trigered the regret about all the money that i lost and how i am still in realy bad financial situation and if the same happened to me i will be in a real disaster ( in spite the situation now  is much better than two years ago).

the regret of loseing an almost 5 years of my life( as a life) is tough, and also loseing an almost 10 years of svaings. it is realy hard but it happened and i can’t change the past.

i realy wondering if this regret will go away or it will be a dark spot that will never be removed.