(((P))) I just noticed I put "sweat" when I meant "sweet" earlier. I am thinking of the flower "Sweet P" when I am saying that to you. I am so happy that you are back. You are such a large part of the recovery train here at GT and missed when you are not posting. I often think of Pumpkin and wonder how she is. I hate this addiction and what it has done to so many peoples. It is over two years that I started recovery on this site and I remember at the beginning spending lots of time on chats with you and Pumpkin. P take all the support that you can. I am back at counseling again. I was recognizing that I was having emotional issues and that is a huge trigger for me and I knew if I did not do anything I would be sitting in front of a machine again. I find just sitting talking to someone makes a huge difference. Wishing you a "happy gamble free day"!!!One day at a time my sweet lord…
