Hi Rdy4Chng ,
i understand to and you very well, I have been there 28 days ago.
you should find a way to limit your access to money, keep only what you need, cutting the credit card is not enough , you can easily replace them, you have to cancel them.
after many relapse I realized that the what I need is not a new information about addiction, i have read enough about this subject and how to fight it, what I need is to tailor a method to prevent me from gambling again.
I Know that i am and addict and I know that I can’t control my self if i start trading again. if i have extra money and access to online broker i will gamble again, even if I resist for days or weeks eventually i will relapse.
so the solution for me is to keep any extra money away from me, it works before and once I broke this rule i have relapsed. now all what I am thinking about is how not to break this rule rather than not to gamble becuase if i broke it i will gamble.
it will end uand after many relpses i think it comes down to
I remember your previous posts, i think you already know that you have an addiction, and you know that you have to stop. so plan how you will stop:
it is a puzzle that you need to solve that contain many factors for example :
1: you should not have extra money
2: you should not have access to gambling site or casinos
…etc
you know all this stuff it is not a new information.
what you need is to create a plan that fits you.
i hope you all the best in your fresh start.