Hello,
I’m using voice to text so some of the wording might be a little difficult to understand. However, today is a big day for me because it is payday normally on payday the very first thing that I do is make sure my online gambling account is funded with a couple hundred dollars. Usually that couple hundred dollars has lost within the first hour and then I put more in and I put more in instead I woke up this morning, and I started to focus on my bills and started to pay off the debt that I have encouraged since well, the last 15 years of my life. I urge to gamble and add money to my account in my mind. I just keep replaying how even if I win I lose because I never take out the money and the time in the energy that I devote to watching the game or checking the score is not worth continuously losing my money over. I’ve had a good last couple days really busy with work a lot of driving but it’s been a lot of rewards as well knowing that I can get through certain times without having to place a wager I can drive without having to check scores and I can live my life without gambling and really be a better father husband I just wanted to check. I hope everyone is doing well and remember keep fighting the good fight.