Yo mustafa, I really hope your doing well. I’m glad you have discovered there is no ‘demon’ only your self. Its all in our minds. You are not alone, we all have demon’s. One day at a time my friend. Pay day is hard for all of us, have you someone close to you that you trust? I give my wages out and get drip fed as and when required. Its not ideal but its the way I address my money. What’s money if your not happy? What’s happiness if you’ve no money? Friends and family bring happiness, easy said than done but at 33 your still good to turn your life around. Try harder my friend. You are not alone.
