[razzabelle]

danchaser, harry…..thank you for insight…I specifically related to Danchasers tale of "the losing walk to the car"…..I had a horrible day today. Just NO money to get food for the cats…small thing I guess…no toilet paper in the house either….getting paid Friday, but whole check goes for mortgage …..took s few Xanax to try and sleep my self to never never land.  Do people really kill themselves over this addiction?  Probably…..if I had the guts I would….too much embarrassment to my kids/parents/…..I feel like SUCH a loser….so hopeless…..please pray for us all….You Get What You Give