[Dark Energy]

I am having strong withdrawal symptoms this time…damn.. it is like I was in a coma and just wakeup to face up all my demons. I am realizing how fucked up my life… but damn it was the same yesterday and the day before why all these damn thoughts now!!!
every mistake I have made, every weak point in my life is popping up in my mind, the marriage, the financial growth, the job opportunities that I missed…I have destroyed myself.
I could have lived a much better life.